• I’ve been homesick

    This past week or so I have been feeling extremely homesick.  I don’t know why but I just wanted to be home.  I know at one point I will refer to Australia as “home” (well I least I hope) but NJ will always be my real HOME and I guess there will always be a part of me that will miss it.  I know as the days pass the longing in my heart will be less intense but right now, all I want to do is see all the familiar haunts.

    I don’t want to get on the 3 flights necessary to get back to NJ and I’m not ready to throw in the towel and say “Screw it.  I tried it and it’s not working, let’s go home”.  No.  It’s nothing like that but I just wish I can feel the sense of home here.  I don’t know if that makes any sense but that’s what I’ve been feeling.

    Today was better since MJ didn’t have to work and we went out shopping and driving but what happens when MJ is back at work and LJ is acting up and I have no where to go…

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